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alrightay.
uhmmm so basically friday has been the best day i've had in a while and it goes like this....
wake up. try to make myself look extra good so that steveo realizes that he DOES want to hug me before he leaves me in the hallway.go to moniques (we were on time for once). go to school. got a fabulous part in the play. lifeguarding i am yet again the example :D. blah chemistry blah. steveo waits for me after chem and we walk to sadies dads room. band is band. english where babyman congratulates me awkwardly. history had a kindd of easy test. steveo waits for me and we walk together untill he has to go. i get a hug :D. math test that is reaaally easy. art. im starting to become friendly with some of the freshies. spanish BUT i go to the makeup lesson with sadie sarah and....joe? listen to dont stop believin' anddd my girlfriend. see joey's BABYYYY soooo cute. stayed there for like almost an hour watching a baby. the took my speaking test and got A 20/24!!! i really wasnt expecting a good grade. start walking home with chloe when ivy and her mom pull up and ask us if we need a ride YUSS. i love having convienient neighbors. uhm im not so sure what happened for this part of my day. prob boring cleaning and cooking stuff. thennn i start to watch a movie with my mama while texting steveo. he is....of course, at a party. as he is everyyyyy fuckin weekend. anyway. we're talking he's being cutesy as usual. the movie convieniently ends at like 12:30 as steveo texts me "come outside." and i was like ..wuhhh? long story short some people including him went to kennedy's and he was like im on you're street. come outside if you cann. SO. uuber sneaky me sneaks out of my houseeee and we sit on my like sidewalk talking for about half an hour. oh cutebreak: i was cold so he let me wear his flannel. then he had to go. booo. and we ha dan awkward hugithinkhemayhavekissedmycheek? i dunno. it was funny though and i go back in my house. it is unbelievably easy to get in and out undetected. i go to bed thinking about how cute that whole thing was. but it would have been even cuter if he wasnt drunk and if his flannel didnt smell like cigarrettes : / but i'll deal. went to sleep.
THE END.
pretty epic. i know.
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 yeah.
sooo happy about thattt. but im mopey about everything else : /
just call me overanalyzing lingy.
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as we all know i went to audrey's graduation yesterday. btw my sister now has a degree in drama studies lol whaaaa?
anywho. it was under a tent and apperantly part of my back was to the sun and no i have a very vicious sunburn on only half of my back. its hard to sleep. : / its all good though. so afterwards we went to audrey's apperatment to have a small celebration that consisted of me, chloe, my mom, my dad, my grammie (crazy one), my aunt darcy (my dad's youngest sister. very awkward still lives with her mom and a suspected virgin), my uncle robbie (my dad's older brother EXTREMELY awkward and rather rich. but mostly awkward and bald.), gordons sister carla and her boyfriend greg, gordons parents ginny (crazy as fuck) and paul (very tall and awkward. where gordon gets it from :P). and of course the graduates. but needless to say it was a terribly awkward party. i need synnonyms for awkward btw.
and now for the bittersweetly happy part.
well at the graduation you know the graduation song pomp and circumstace or whatever the fuck its called? well instead of having like a regular band of orchastra play it good ol' poorchoice had a ska band play it. LOVE. anyway i told steveo that and he was like thats so cooool. and i was like "i knowww i wanna go so bad" and he was like "yeah you should its only 20 minutes away from where im going"
:D
so that was that and there was nothing said afterwards. i went home and went to sleeep.
wheeeennn i woke up i had 3. count em' 3 messages from steveo. what it all comes down to was that he was camping and i texted him back... this is word for word btw.
me:sorry i was asleep. ohh you're camping? where?
blah blah (talking about camping and such)
me: man i havent been camping since i was like 11.
him: come : )
me:come where?
him: caamping.
me: ohhhh i have to go to jordans birthday party today. but i would.
him: haha excuses. man i got to work today this sucks.
me:not excuses. truths.:P but we're sleeping in a tent at her party so i'll be camping in spirit : ). and it doess suck that you have to work today.
him:yeah but we are in the woods. what do i need to do to convince you?
me:(heart attack) hmmmm...to convince me eh? uhmmm and ice cream sunday? no but really i cant go : /
him: i'll get you to.
me: oh. is that so? what happened to mr. "this is a bad idea"?
him: idk. you mentioned how you want to go to purchase and it got me thinking : /
me: i see. but like what about next year and everything? i'll still be here : /
him: i dont know. i still like you and its confusing.
me: and you know i like you too. and i wannnnt this to happen. but can it? i dont know. i think we're just gunna have to take it day by day. ya know?
no freaking response. still.
i ruined it. : /
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i told maggie this but not the rest of yall i dont think? idr. well whatever im saying it anyway.
i told steveo that i like him. and heres how that went
me:blahblah rambling about something unimportant
him:reply that is also unimportant
me:reply. sooo listen. you're not a stupid person so you've probably figured this out already. butt i kinda maybe sort of like you? ugh
me:(it didnt all send in one text btw) i just figured i should tell you..-_-
small amount of time that actually took like forever..
him:lol yeah i kind of figured as much. and i still like you too. but i dont think its a good idea.
me:yeah i know i mean with you going away and all it just really bad timing
him:yeah. like i do still like you its just really bad timing.
me:rambles like i do best.
that pretty much sums it up. so thats kind of homosexual.
update numero dos.
devinn told me that "i wont like know anyone there and my funds are kind of shot. sorry"
thats pretty much all i have to say about that.
#3
my body is DEFF. not the same shape it was last summer. i need to get on the gym bandwagon. pronto.
Four.
demi lovato's tickets are for sale. and they are $36 or something. and do you know what i say to taylor swift? i dont care how expensive your tickets are. i'd rather be able afford to go see someone : ].
she'll be in new york the 24th. and heres where you say "isnt that regents week?!" and i say "it is. BUT. me regents will be over by the 23rd!" hooray for good timing!!
and i believe that is all my friends.
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crisis.
wtf is my problem? -_-
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